One too many screaming Tarnes

Everyone thinks one screaming Tarne is far too many and speaking personally I agree with them.....anyone would think I like screaming but in reality I far prefer a hot bath, good book, a glass of white and a plate of brie and bread.
mmm, actually I quite enjoyed walking along the beach yesterday as well, and it was quite nice to listen to the biker boy teaching Big Mac some chords on the guitar.
Well ok, there are lots of things and people in my life I like a lot, but today the desire to scream at everyone (at least I'm not selective) got the better of me......ok, yes, I'm big enough to admit the "again " word. Screaming got the better of me AGAIN.
Now I'd like to differentiate here. Ranting I do on a continual basis and every rant is justified, well in my mind it is, and that's what counts. Screaming on the other hand is a teensy bit self indulgent, unproductive, frightening, loud and..... enjoyable. It's the afterwards bit I don't like!
It must be fun for me otherwise why would I keep on doing it?
If you count others opinions it's because I'm a megalomaniac, I like screaming, I'm off on one again or I haven't got anything else to do.

NOT TRUE i scream it's because I have too much to do and you lot are a bunch of free loaders who contribute little and take all and worse you have p****d me off big style.
.....and now you have all walked off, some have looked at me despairingly and the youngest has stacked the dishwasher and i feel....... an overwhelming ammount of guilt and angst and disappointment and tommorrow we will start the cycle all over again.